As my last day in school comes to a close, I feel a sense of "oldness", one that I have never experienced before. It's seems to have accelerated in the past year, the year which passed the fastest in my entire, short life. It seems to be a sign that I am growing older, and not getting any younger. Hmmmm......... Or maybe it's a sign that my 'O' Levels are coming in 3 years time and that I better buck up or end up in a polytecnic or the ITE. Not that that is very satisfactory, as compared to my super, ultra smart cousin sisters, who seem to have time to both use the computer at midnight, while getting tens of thousands of 100 marks in their examinations every single time. Is it because I am inferior??? Is my brain not smart enough to comprehend Secondary 1 Higher Chinese??? Maybe I should consider doing what my friend seems to say every time a test comes (quote) "I want to steal your brains.(Muahahaha!)" Haiz............Not only does this last day of my Secondary 1 year mean that the holidays ( not so "holidayish") are here, it also spells the beginning of receiving homework during my favourite part of the year. What is wrong with the teachers??? Is it that they do not have enough to do than to dish out tens of tens of homework??? Do they have an uncontrollable desire to suppress their pupils until they suffer from depression??? But I shall not say anything. I shall act like the wonderful and quiet girl who is "very pleasant to have in class". Haiz............
If I do not write another post by tomorrow, call the police, or the ambulance, or whatever emergency number there is.
